August 2011
1 post
3 tags
May 2011
1 post
i think i love you.
but somehow i want a lot of things.
should love myself more than you.
but still
i love you :P
u r yummy… hihi
February 2011
1 post
I’ve known myself as a goal oriented girl.
and now I’m walking with no aim.
I’m stressed out.
I don’t know who can I talk to.
Now, I do not have a goal.
I don’t know what I want to do with my life.
I don’t know.
:’(
I want to be a dancer, I want to be a choreographer.
But I don’t know how.
What I know is that I have to make money on my own...
January 2011
1 post
what if i am sick?
i don’t wanna do checkups…
i know there is something not right with my head.
maybe too much negative thoughts.. haha yeah rite
trying so hard to forgive people
trying to figure out what to do…
i am off
nobody is restraining me
or everybody is?
i love to exaggerate things
haha and that kills me
should i talk to someone?
should i?
why am i not...
June 2010
1 post
workshoptari…
gunakan kesempatan workshop atau kesempatan lain sebaik2nya karena memang kesempatan itu tidak datang hanya sekali.
jangan hanya mementingkan CV kamu saja, workshoptari itu bukan untuk sekedar kepentinganCV, tapi dari pelajaran apa yang bisa kamu ambil dan aplikasikan untuk diri kamu sendiri.
bila itu membangun, aplikasikan dalam latihanmu sehari-hari, apabila itu bukan...
May 2010
1 post
T.H.E Dance Company
May 15 2010
INSPIRASI TERBESAR….
Kuik Swee Boon
A GREAT Singapore Choreographer…
I totally had a great night watching their performance, It’s a pleasure to meet him and his dancers..
The multimedia, the concept, the dancers, the choreographer, the lighting, THE WHOLE PACKAGE..
Tonight, I cried twice just to watch their performance…
I’m aiming for their...
April 2010
2 posts
“Selasa, 27 April 2010
Hari dimana saya ditantang Mas Tony untuk serius menjadi...”
“you just never realize how much i loved you….”
March 2010
1 post
kenapa lo jadi bajingan [?]
February 2010
1 post
am I still waiting for you?
I don’t know.
I had or have? … a great mask of myself….
what i’m wishing of you?
should I wait again for you?
waiting for you to be somebody that I really know that you can?
it’s the inner you.. i believe…
but nothing happened….
till when should i wait?
u gave me million disappointments…
i broke down. i...
January 2010
5 posts
16-17 Januari 2010 "Kunti". saya? Dewi Gandhari.
what kind of friend am I?
I just can’t.
I’m really sorry babe..
I’m so sorry.. =(
I just don’t know when I should tell u..
Maybe one day I will.. or i’ll never.
hey the bitch is back..
I hate this two sides of me..
and again, I’m sorry.
I just totally fucked up.
and I couldn’t tell my best best friend about it..
I can only talk to friends.
It’s no fun.
But i’m ruining others life too.
not regretting it by the way.
but i’m just creating a big shit hole between me n my besties, and his.
no fun.
Oh shit,
I was just ….
drunk.
December 2009
2 posts
you know what…
i’m so tired of faking everything….
how can I trust people?
jangan salahkan keadaan..
lakukan sesuatu dan coba perbaiki…
jangan terlalu berlarut dalam pikiran negatif…
berpikirlah secara jernih dan positif, jangan undang hal-hal yang tak kamu inginkan dalam hidupmu…
love your life and love others
November 2009
3 posts
iya, sayang juga sama dia…
kenapa harus ada tapi yang begitu banyak sih?
harus benar2 bisa berpikir jernih untuk ini…
butuh teman ngobrol…
akhir2 ini berasa semakin sepi…
aku menjadi semakin mirip dengan mereka.
aku butuh diskusi serius.
i need to talk to people.
i’m getting disturbed on my own.
October 2009
9 posts
I’m restless…
day by day, it’s getting worse and worse…
i think there are too much unsolved problems… it keeps spinning inside my head.
what should i do…
i need sleep
but i just can’t sleep.
“aku tidak mencari popularitas di Tumblr ini, aku hanya mencari tempat untuk...”
kenapa ya? kok aneh.. dikepalaku ada benjolan.. semoga besok udah ilang.. =)
akhir2 ini berasa makin bego.. hahaha mungkin efek belum benar2 sembuh..
merasa belum fit benar…suka suzon sendiri kalau aku kenapa kenapa…
gak mau.. pokonya gak mau.. T.T
kangen sama banyak orang…
pengen ngobrol lagi, pengen tahu cerita kehidupan mereka seperti apa sekarang..
pengen ketemu semua...
“Hidup terlalu sebentar untuk memendam kemarahan”
– Arif di Banyu Biru
aku sakit… tapi aku punya begitu banyak cerita untuk diceritakan.
aku suka seni Indonesia.
bagus.
seni perfilmannya apalagi.
orang Indonesia emang tahu apa yang bagus ya?
apakah aku perlu belajar menyeberangi lautan yang begitu jauhnya untuk belajar budaya orang lain?
padahal budaya sendiri yang begitu kaya aja aku juga gak bisa.
apakah pantas aku memperkaya negara lain, disaat...
aku ingin tertawa melihat perempuan-perempuan itu.
mereka berusaha mempersonakan diri dengan segenap hati untuk sebuah onggok lelaki.
tutur bahasa yang ditata dengan kode-kode kampungan dan penuh kepalsuan.
Ha Ha Ha, namun begitu akupun pernah hidup di posisi palsu itu.
Aku pernah menjadi ‘sosok yang lain’ untuk sebuah onggok lelaki.
aku sudah melewati kepalsuan itu
and I...
how can I move on, when I’m still in love with you?
~the Script
i love this song so much. I can’t stop listening to it… how about a little ‘fiction’ story?
“what am I doing? it’s already over a year passed away, but the glimpse of his smile, his comfort, his laugh, is still dangling in my head” said a girl.
She has a new boy, a nice polite kind...
I’M HAVING CHICKEN POX!!!
=(
September 2009
25 posts
TakeN from joko Anwar's Blog....
another very hilarious story… =) no wonder he’s goin to Circle K Naked… hahaha
Midnight Chase(s)!
October 14th, 2005
Last night, I took my good friend Angie home after we visited a friend. After she called Buddy, her husband, she asked me to drive her to her parents in-law’s house on the F street because Buddy was there.
It was a few minutes after midnight. We arrived there...
“it’s easier to dance with your eyes closed than blindfolded.
there are...”
Food & Fizz, emergency recipe kit.. X) →
Hanging DIY lovely paper lamps.. damn romantic.. →
i think i'm going to apply for this opportunity →
watched So You Think You Can Dance….
thinking of driving away from my dreams… just go to America, to the land of freedom and just dance.
whatever with the true contemporary art and everything.
forget dancing school
forget dancing degree
just have fun go mad
and maybe audition for that show
and what if i like american style? what if i like their contemporary? well it is not that...
ArtEZ... →